Transcript Dark Night of the Soul.ppt

Dark Night of the Soul
Darkness Darkness
A Feeling Prologue
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Dark Night: What is It?
DarkNight and Addiction
May occur after a period of abstinence, spiritual release, or conversion so to speak
St. John “secret stair” descent into “darkness” period of feeling spiritually bereft
Dark Night maybe understood as the time spent in the abyss
It is considered to the beginning of recovery - lapse, relaspe
Growth Process
Breaking down of an old state and the metabolization of a new state
Periods can last from months to years
State includes transient shifts of severe depression, mania, panic, emptiness,
happiness, agitation, confusion, bliss, dissociation, boredom, calmness, blankness
But this period is necessary for a sorting of the soul and a displacing of the ego and
paramount to recovery from addiction
The DarkNight or mystical journey is not linear nor is it rational
Madness and Torment
Growth process can feel terrible - we may relaspe, be spiteful, angry,
and also feel as though suicide is the only solution
What maybe is the most frustrating aspect is that in the Abyss of the
Dark Night - we have glimpsed and even revelled in the divine thus our
alienation feels like torture
We cut ourselves off from others, ourselves, hate god /the divine and
feel as though we have been left in the desert to suffer without a
shred of hope of ever feeling “real again”
The Dark Night Stands beyond the confines of the Human Mind
Time in the Desert
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We are Drawn Even Further
• “The Whole process of transformation
requires entering even further in , even
nearer, so as to sink the deeper in an
unknown and unnamed abyss; and, above
all ways, images and forms, and above all
powers, to lose thyself, deny thyself, and
ever unform thyself”
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Underhill
Apparent Process
Stages - mountains and river’s
Periods of relief
Back into a seeming hell “fire of love”
Light in the dark
Moments of Paradox “joy mingled with terror”
Balancing
The Abyssinian Dark Night of
Surrendering
Choice-lessness [choose this path]
Intuitive Fearing
The goal is to not defeat or create a gap between the self and it’s
experiences
Cloud of unknowing
Mind or ego cannot safe you from this experiencing “let go of controlling”
Give up identification “no-self”
Allowing and waiting
Jung and Alcoholism
• His craving for alcohol was the equivalent, on
a low level, of the spiritual thirst of our being
for wholeness; expressed in a medieval
language; the union with God... You see,
‘alcohol’ in Latin is ‘Spiritus’... You use the
same word for the highest religious experience
as well for the most depressing poison. The
helpful formula therefore is: spiritus contra
spiritum.
Roethke : Deliverance
• So the abyss• The Slippery cold heights,
• After the blinding misery,
• The climbing, the endless turning,
• Strike like a fire,
• A terrible violence of creation,
• A flash into the burning heart of the abominable;
• Yet it we wait unafraid, beyond the fearful instant,
• The burning lake turns into a forest pool,
• The fire subsides into rings of water,
• A sunlight silence.
I Am Not I