Transcript Document

“Hearing the student experience: Listening
to individual voices and stories”
First Year in Higher Education Conference, 2007
QUT Gardens Point, Brisbane
Cathy Stone:
Sarah O’ Shea:
Student Support Services
The Centre for Teaching & Learning
The University of Newcastle
Presenters
Cathy Stone
Sarah O’ Shea
Deputy Academic
Registrar
Manager
Student Support
Services
The Centre for
Teaching & Learning
University of
Newcastle
Ourimbah Campus
Australia
Learning Development
University of
Newcastle
Australia
[email protected]
[email protected]
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Topics of Discussion
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Ourimbah Campus
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‘Mature Age’ / ‘non-traditional’ First Year Experience
Researching the Impact of Study on first year, female
students who are the first in the family to come to university,
as well as mature age female and male students in the 2nd to
final year of their degree
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Discussion & Questions
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Ourimbah Campus
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Integrated Campus of The University of
Newcastle and Hunter Institute of TAFE
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Approximately 3,500 University students
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Where are we?
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Ourimbah Campus
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Diverse Student population- approx
50% mature age, 5% international,
many students first in their families
to attend University
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Low socio-economic region:
 One of the lowest participation
rates in NSW for Higher
Education
 Higher than state average levels
of unemployment, low income
earners and families in receipt
of government pensions or
benefits
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‘Non-traditional’ students – who are they?
Lack of clear delineation & definition
Defined within a ‘life-cycle’
discourse i.e. non-traditional students
= mature with diverse educational
backgrounds.
Inconsistency of meaning globally
Prior to the onset of mass education,
simplistic & largely deficit definitions
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What do we know about female students?
 Many older students may lack
confidence & low self-esteem (Thompson
1983; Willen 1988; Coulter, 1989).
 Reasons for studying may limit or
prevent success. (Scott, Burns & Cooney (1998)
 For single women, children motivate
persistence but combination of
marriage & children is negative. (Leppel,
1984)
 Hayes (1995) women should be
treated as a special group within
education
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Influence of gender on experience
 “Women distrust their intellectual capacity more
often than men and feel less at home [in higher
education]” (Shands, 1998)
 “Gendered expectations of family obligations…
women take on the ‘2nd shift’ …. [of] children and
home” (Wolf-Wendel and Ward, 2003)
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Two Research Projects
Both qualitative studies utilising semi-structured interviews
O’ Shea (2006)
15 undergraduate female
students, all of whom are first in
the family to come to university.
Stone (2006)
20 mature age undergrad students
in 2nd year or beyond
15 female, 5 male
Interviews conducted throughout
the first year of study
11 full-time & 9 part-time
13 full-time & 2 part-time
(changes)
9 married or living with a partner
Age 32-52, median 40
9 over 25 years of age but 13
classed as Mature Aged (<21)
19 have children, 26 yrs- 7mths
Oldest 44 / youngest 18
10 have children & 3 sole parents
None have parents who attended
university
7 live with a partner & 3 live with
parents
17 are first in their family (of
origin) to attend university
11 are single parents
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Themes to be explored:
• Beginnings
• Challenges
• Resilience
• Transformations
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Beginnings - Deciding to Enrol…
•Incident that led to increases in self-esteem &
confidence.
“An individual who touched or changed the student’s
lives; intervention by one person at a critical time in
the person’s lives…it was the human contact that
made the difference.” (Levine and Nideffer’s,1996,
p65)
•Personal Catalyst – leading to a sense of it’s ‘my
time now!’
•Instrumental reasons
•Validation from friends & family
•Dream or Ambition
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Increase in self confidence or esteem
Yeah having probably 2 or 3 or 4 different teachers
saying to me at different times y’know your great
with the kids why aren’t you doing this made me
think: Why aren’t I doing this…(Sheila, 30’s)
.one girlfriend ..who has been saying: Why don’t you
look into it yourself and why don’t you do this sorta
pushing me there (Nicki, 33)
…I have a lot of teachers at the school I admire and
they are going to support me …I don’t know if I can
do it so they’re saying of course you can...(Linda,
30’s)
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Similar for the 2nd – final year students…
3 women were inspired to go to uni following a “Careers
Education for Women” course through TAFE.
I started off doing the CEW course and right from that course I
wanted to go to university (Anne, 36)
I found a Wyong TAFE course called CEW and they were
fantastic… she [teacher] said if you want to go to uni you should
do it, because you can. (Carol, 44)
One was inspired by a Diploma of Adult Education.
I loved it! It was a real culture change… and ever since then I
sort of had a yearning, looking for something… (Mandy, 38)
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Some kind of catalyst…
I got a redundancy from the bank – I was thinking what was I
going to do with myself. (Evan, 44)
My son started kindergarten and I thought I could either go and
get another boring office job or I could do something that I
actually want to do… (Fiona, 35)
It was all around the same time I lost my job, split up with him
and thought “Okay”! (Anne, 36)
I was hairdressing for 22 years and had a work place injury.
(Grace, 47)
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Instrumental Reasons
Future Security: …all my jobs too all my jobs have been things
where the money goes up and down all the time and you don’t have the
security of holiday pay and stuff like that it’s all like relief work so that
was another thing that appealed to me.. (Catherine, 44)
I suppose university I sorta see it more like a security thing like you go
to university (Carly, 18)
Choices: I kinda saw teaching as no matter what you do you’re not
going to be unemployed when you come out of it because there’s so
many like children and so many jobs available…(Annie, 18)
Potential :…so watching them get to the stage of graduating, I guess
there was something in that …it sorta brought up in me that I’d
always wanted to complete a degree and do that so I suppose yeah,
seeing them get to that stage and I was sorta: Oh wow and they were
my age or older umm, yes so seeing them get to that there was a little
bit of that in me (Vicky, 40’s)
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Validation from family and friends…
So I spoke to my wife… so she said go and get educated… she
found out all the information and I made it by 3 days… my wife
pushed me. (Bob, 41)
I have a friend who was doing uni at the time. Different degree…
but I saw her doing it with her family and I thought well maybe I
could do it too (Tina, 38)
Yeah, my husband and Mum and Dad, yeah, yeah they’re going
well do it if you want to do it go and do it right. We will look
after the kids and help with the children and things like that, get
them to school when you can’t so I’ve got that and my husband
saying yeah, go, go do it. Go, you don’t want to be in the pubs all
your life go and do it , do what you want… (Susie, 30’s)
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Sometimes a long-term dream….
I was a bit peeved that I didn’t put enough effort into going to
Uni and so it was always in the back of my mind that I wanted
to go to Uni and do a degree…(David, 52)
It was never a question of if I would, it was when I would.
(Helen, 33)
I always wanted… to go and study… and I wasn’t encouraged to
do that… It has always been a yearning (Mandy, 38)
I wanted to do Nursing and thought it might be easier waiting
for the kids to be a bit older. (Tina, 38)
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Sometimes quite unexpected…
Never in my wildest dreams… I knew I was capable of
something but uni was just over my head… I just thought it was
all beyond me (Carol, 44)
I saw one of the guys from school and he asked what I was up to
and I told him I was at uni… he said oh bullshit! He didn’t
believe me. I never thought about uni. Never actually thought
outside of where I was… (Virginia, 36)
It was just through talking to people that made me aware… I’d
probably be doing TAFE. I think I needed to do something but it
wouldn’t have been necessarily uni, because I wouldn’t have
thought I was good enough (Linda, 40)
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Why not before...?
•Lack of opportunity or encouragement
- Family
- Prior Educational Institutions
•Life simply getting in the way…
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Lack of prior opportunity or encouragement
Family
My family life, as it was, was, like, get out and get a job
(Tina, 38)
I left school in 4th form.. It wasn’t even the thing to do the HSC
back then – maybe just go out and do a trade – get a job
(Carol, 44)
Well my mother didn’t encourage me to get my HSC, in fact she
told me I wasn’t smart enough, so I joined the workforce when I
was sixteen (Mandy, 38)
I had been told for so long that I wasn’t very bright…
(Helen, 33)
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Lack of prior opportunity or encouragement
Prior Educational Institutions
I didn’t like school… I moved around a lot of the time so I didn’t
really develop any close relationships (Anne, 36)
No good. I didn’t like it. I also have no HSC. I had bad school
experiences. (Katrina, 42)
End of year 9, things just went downhill from there… I went on
to Year 11, dropped out half-way through… I just lost it with
school (Bob, 41)
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Or life simply getting in the way…
I had wanted to be a teacher when I left high school but my
father had died between year 10 and year 11 and Mum said I
can’t afford to buy your year 11 uniform, do you mind getting a
job, so that was the end of that. (Nerida, 49)
I started my HSC but I fell pregnant so… I started doing it by
correspondence… but I couldn’t concentrate. (Anne, 36)
I had to drop out [of uni]… I had a 3 month old child and I
couldn’t do it… (Helen, 33)
… it was a really dysfunctional family and I just had to get out
and I was going to then go back [to university] but that just
never happened life happened… (Catherine, 44)
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Expectations about Study…
•Derived from popular culture and
friends
•Expectations and reality did not match
•Disappointed with reality
•Mature age happy more older students
•Amount of work!
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Expectations…
Ummm my expectations were to come in sit in a
lovely lecture hall get told lots of information, go
home, study and do some tests at the end but it is
extremely different lots of self directed learning lots
of internet learning in your own time…… (Katie, 33)
I was glad that there was a lot of like older people
mature people like they weren’t all teenagers
straight out of HSC which is good …it was good to
see that there was so many people ya know that
weren’t 18 [laughs] (Helen, 24)
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Anxiety before starting…
I was very nervous before the lecture I was up most
of the night feeling sick in the stomach …
(Stephanie,34)
Ahh, nervous as anything, I went through a week of
not sleeping not because I thought I couldn’t do it but
just basically a fear of the unknown I was like so
nervous… (Sheila, 30’s)
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The First Lecture…
‘overwhelming’ (Candy, 39, B.Teach, F/T)
‘scary’ (Jane, 30’s, B.Teach, F/T)
‘very daunting’ (Clara, 23, B.Ed, F/T)
feelings of ‘panic’ and an initial sense of ‘Oh gosh
what am I doing and questioning myself…’ (Clara).
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The worst thing that could happen…
Yeah, failing did I say failing [laughs]… (Candy, 39)
Emm, probably to fail something …that’s probably
the worst thing that could happen – that’s how it
feels to me at the moment (Cathy, 20’s)
…so I think failing would be the worst thing yeah and
having to do it all again; I think everyone would say
that …(Susie, 38)
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For the 2nd- final year female students…
Nervous, frightened – The ‘Intruder’ Syndrome
First 6 weeks were a nightmare… very overwhelming.. I was
close to just giving it all away… (Katrina, 42, widowed)
It was hard to get out of the car… it was hard to walk onto the
campus…. I had no right to be here… (Helen, 33, divorced)
But for some… excitement outweighed the fears…
The first day I walked in and feeling just excited, oh all this
knowledge… it felt good! (Grace, 47, married)
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For the males…
Fewer fears/anxieties expressed by the men, except
for financial…
There were no real difficulties…. I really really
enjoyed it (John, 38, Married)
There was no real fear. I guess the only apprehension
was can I afford to come? (David, 52, separated)
The biggest one was giving up work and not having
an income. (Bob, 41)
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CHALLENGES
Initial Challenges…
•Institutional – enrolment; timetabling
•Financial – loss of income; unexpected costs
•Confidence Levels – easily depleted
•Family – resistance from some partners; juggling
•Technology – level of expectation
•Guilt –children; me-time; household duties
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…Very difficult – I almost gave up twice [at
enrolment] and but I persevered with it as it was
something that I really want to do…(Katie, 33)
I’m just drowning in debt like the books are killing
me and I still haven’t got one of them cos I just can’t
quite get there yet…(Linda, 30’s)
I was sorta stumbling through … on this CD disk its
telling me to go to some program called Blackboard.
Where do I find that? I was finding younger people in
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(Vicky,40’s)
Keeping all the balls in the air…
MA students referred to responsibility of integrating
uni & family life successfully:
[I have to fit] …the study in with work and family cos
that’s the biggest issue fitting all in and getting them
all to work together em then he’s [husband] quite
happy now to let me go ahead and do
that…(Stephanie, 34)
Yeah, I am trying to work out a way to fit study in, I
asked my husband for a spot in the shed and he
won’t give me that either umm so I might have to sit
out in the driveway…(Kira, 39)
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For the 2nd- final year students – still a juggling act!
 Financial
 Time
 Organisation and prioritising
 Changes in relationships with partners and children
 Balancing needs of study with needs of children Juggling all responsibilities
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Money and time!
Financial adjustments is a big one… but when it comes to the
kids, trying to find time for the kids and the family. They don’t
always come number one which is really wrong. (Bob, married,
4 children)
Challenging – to try to find enough time to do the assignments
and do all the running around. (Tina, married, 3 children)
Less money, crappier shoes! (Linda, married, 1 child)
Because my daughter turned 16 the money I was getting from
Centrelink almost halved…(Virginia, single, 1 child)
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Changes in Relationships – some positives,
some negatives
I get a little bit frustrated with him sometimes because he still
thinks the same and… so we just try to cool off on the political
debates (Linda, married)
I think its helped support it [relationship with partner] because
we are both studying (Anne, living with male partner)
I probably don’t have as much respect for him as I once had,
because now I know I’m more confident and say what I think.
(Mandy, married)
Probably affected for the better. My wife is very supportive,
always has been. (Bob, married)
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Two relationships didn’t survive the changes…
He wasn’t too happy with it, he made things difficult for me and
I had to borrow the neighbours car just to get here… you know,
I was the wife at home, dinner on the table, house was always
clean – the house is never clean now! It got to the point where
he would be drunk on the days that I was at uni… it got beyond
a joke. (Helen, now divorced, 2 children)
It probably would have happened anyway [marriage breakup]. I
think the big thing was I met somebody that I clicked with.
(Evan, now separated, 3 children)
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Juggling other responsibilities… eg work…
I didn’t give up my work, I still have a mortgage and I’m still
working… generally 35 hrs a week minimum on top of studies.
(John, married, one child, studying full-time)
I started this new job a couple of weeks ago. It started on a
Monday so I had an assignment due on that Monday which I’d
already got an extension for and so I just had to stay up until I
finished – up to 3am so I finished it, and that’s becoming the
norm. (Tina, married, 3 children, studying part-time)
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Housework, children, partners….
I had to let go of the housework – what a shame! Now we crunch
around on rice bubbles and food… I’m finding it quite
frustrating – the mess. (Mandy, married, 5 children, part-time
study)
I had this philosophy of why did I bother having a child if I’m
not going to spend time with him and especially at his age and
with my husband… trying to find the right balance…. (Linda,
married, once child, part-time study)
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Multiplicity of Women’s Roles
University and family = two ‘greedy institutions’.
Acker (1984)
Mature aged women are ‘pulled in many directions’
in an attempt to simultaneously ‘play the role of
worker, student, parent, wife, friend and
homemaker..’
(Redding & Dowling, cited in Fleming and Murphy,
1997, p21).
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“Often a return to school creates significant role
strain and feelings of guilt, inadequacy and selfblame over difficulties in handling multiple roles”
(Rice, 1989)
 Society places a different value on “men’s time” and
“women’s time” (McNay, 2000)
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Guilt and internal conflict….
I found it very difficult last night, she was in tears [7 yr old
daughter] … and I put my time away to finish my essay, so
inside I wanted to get things done… It’s a big conflict because
we had a lecture and a presentation this morning… (Katrina,
widowed, 2 children)
Just I do feel like a bit of a failure from having to push the kids
aside a lot… at the moment my son is going through some
issues at school… and you have feelings, is that because of me?
– is it all my fault… (Tina, married, 3 children)
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Male Time vs Female Time
• Study time for men ‘taken for granted’ - wives/partners tailor
their activities around male study time
•Women tailor their study time around other responsibilities at
home, inc. children, partners needs
Any work my wife is doing she has tailored it around my hours.
(Bob, married, 4 children, full-time study)
I finish everything by 4pm, I pick my husband up at 4.30 and
after that it’s dinner time. (Grace, married, 3 children, part-time
study)
I always make sure I’ve got weekends free (Anne, living with
partner, 2 children, full-time study)
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MEETING THE CHALLENGES
-Friendships
-Grim Determination
-Family Support
Increased self confidence: ‘I can do this!’
-Time management
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Friendships
Initial interview, some students expressed reluctance
to make friends
I didn’t come here to make big groups of friends
(Katie, 33)
…I’m not trying to make lots of friends …and not
worry about getting clique with people (Catherine,
44)
By mid year, this had changed for many….
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Importance of friends…
…I am realizing …it is very important to have friends
and people that you get along with really well I feel
maybe I feel a bit better in the last three weeks cos
I’ve been talking to other people on a level that’s: Am
I doing this right? When you don’t know people that
well you don’t tend to open up as much…(Katie, 33)
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Determination…
I am big enough and strong enough to fit in the uni
to fit in the work and to raise the kids and he can
just pack up and leave if he doesn’t like it [laughs]
which sounds terrible but that’s what I come to …I
am not going to stop from doing it this is what I want
to do.. (Stephanie, 30’s)
…my determination to finish it I started it I’m gonna
finish it don’t care what anyone else says I’m gonna
finish this.. (Susie, 38)
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Support…
7 of the 13 MA students mentioned support of
mother: financial assistance, babysitting & advice
Support from partners varied…
Support from children overwhelmingly positive
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Looking back from later years of study…
 Lecturers
 Support Services
 Fellow students
The girls I’m with – our little study group that we made in Open
Foundation – I made some friends there and we’re all doing the
same degree and we formed a little group and we support each
other… (Linda)
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TRANSFORMATIONS - Identity
 Changes in identity reported by many of the 2nd –
final year students
For the women: Significant internal transformations
For the men: Growth rather than change
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For the women in 2nd - final year – significant
internal changes
Feeling fulfilled, completely filled the void. (Grace)
Coming to uni I sort of bloomed….Much more outgoing (Fiona)
I’ve gained confidence… I feel happier - I guess self-esteem. I
feel like I’m going somewhere. I’m achieving a goal. (Penny)
I feel like I’m an intelligent, attractive woman that is capable
and confident and can hold an intelligent conversation (Mandy)
My thoughts about myself have changed. I understand myself
better. (Linda)
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For the men – growth in confidence and an addition
to existing skills
I don’t think I have a higher or lower opinion of myself but I
knew I was a skilled boat builder – this has just added to my
skills (John)
I see myself as more confident… I’ve always been socially
aware, but I think probably more so now (David)
I have grown as a person…. I’m a lot more tolerant… I feel like I
have got a bit more respect (Bob)
Confidence…. My people skills have always been good but just
to be able to practice has been good. (Evan)
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Still to come…
 Follow-up interviews with first-year female students,
at the end of the second year of study
 Continuation of analysis of interviews in both
groups
 Sense of future – how has this changed?
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Questions and Discussion…
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